Closing out old cycles
It’s finally here the astrological new year!
You may have found that since the conventional start of the year things have been moving fairly slow, but you’ll be pleased to know this Aires season (the 1st sign of the zodiac) the planet of action has a fiery boost in store for us, especially as the North Node (our future) is currently in Aires. This means the universe will be conspiring in our favour to present ways and opportunities for us to stand in our personal power. - Sounds great ay! Absolutely! However, if you are not standing in your power the universe will present situations that force you to stand in your power, you know my saying break down before the breakthrough - that! But don’t fear it, this is one of the most supportive shifts we’ve had in years. Although Mercury will be going retrograde, even that is nowhere near as bad as it has been in previous other signs.
I wanted to give you context of whats to come before I pull apart whats been happening, as I know it has been a little rough on the streets! Of course as it is now the new astrological year, the past week we have been closing out the old year and along with it the old identity we were carrying. I dont know about you but I was super emotional the past weekend and that was because the Moon was in Cancer, the nurturing Mother of the zodiac. As well as that, Chrion the wounded healer was around which means that the astrology was promoting old wounds to come to the surface to be released. This is where self awareness is such an essential tool, I was able to identify why it was coming up, so I could release it so it could no longer could hold power over me.
- I say this all the time, healing isn’t linear and no matter how much you think you’ve healed your wounds will always come to meet you where you are, this is why having the tools to move through it is literally the only way through. If you have been following my journey you’ll know I avoided healing for the majority of my life and so what happened was it pilled up so high that when it fell down on top of me in consumed me. Yes dramatic and overwhelming at the same time, thats why I am constantly encouraging you all to DO THE WORK and of course I am here to help you with that!
Back to my weekend, I allowed my emotions to purge up and luckily for me I was with loved ones so I had support, which is super important as I spent a lot of my life hiding my emotions, which again wasn’t healthy or right! When I looked deeper into the thoughts that were making me upset I could see it was an air of victimhood and abandonment. Now that is not something I consciously feel anymore at all but clearly that wounded space unlocked something hidden deep in my subconscious mind.
I saw this as a sign from the universe, asking me, is this the one thing that could keep pulling you back? Of course my answer was no I won’t let it, and so I began to look at things differently. I am in a space in my life now, that I have been manifesting for a long time, which is amazing and I feel so grateful for. The problem is, I wasn’t shown this in my childhood. My childhood experiences showed me good things were rare and didn’t last and that anything I did want would be hard to obtain. This is the work! I had to remind myself that I am safe worthy and deserving of the life I have now and that there is more to come. I have been committed to my practices, journalling, meditation, unpacking and so I applied this instantly as well as just allowing myself to cry it out! I also pulled some angel cards on it and of course the angels agreed (if your as woo woo as me). I pulled the Elder - let go of generational blocks, Medicine Mother - an old pattern is arising move through, Traveller - move in a new direction and Air Guardian - change your perception. I mean it doesn’t get more direct form that ay!
What I know is our intention holds the most power. I know I am worthy and deserving of the things I am receiving, achieving and manifesting, because I am seeing it in tangible form. That is exactly what your subconscious needs too, evidence, you can find it anywhere even if its not your own, find positive examples from other people in your life succeeding and if not anyone you know, your favourite film. You just need an example to see its possible. That creates the new higher vibrational thought pattern that will in turn support your manifestations.
More than anything I want you to know that you cant hold on to the old if you want the new. I know for sure if I didn’t work through that limiting belief/wounded thought process that I would begin to sabotage myself as I would have started to believe I wasn’t worthy. Thoughts become beliefs, beliefs become your reality. If you dont catch the sabotaging/unhealthy thoughts they will spread like wildfire. Douse it out with love.
We are now in the new astrological year! Ask yourself:
What do I want to achieve this year?
How do I want to feel?
What practices can I do to support me receiving that outcome?
It does get to be easy. You are worthy of your dreams but YOU do have to take some action to get you there, this is what this Aires season is all about! And if you start now, I guarantee you will rocket launch into the life of your dreams!
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Give yourself the permission to shine, its time!
Love and light xx